Seeing one of my old friend's blog

made me want to write on mine. Jealous that he has the courage to write about his deepest feelings and everything... albeit under a pseudonym but who cares. A lot has changed... I'm 18, I have a girlfriend, I have money (MONEY. MY OWN MONEY!), I've bought presents for people, I've applied to colleges, I've... I've grown up. I also think about all the negative things that have happened to me. Losing some of my closest friends is something I never thought would happen to me. But it has. And I'm in a similar situation with my friend. LOL. I care so much about it that I've just stopped caring. Funny huh? Oh yeah... screw civics